Sat 3 May 2008
Working in the band is so hard and so difficult especially for me who have been a way of digits and numbers and calculating for more than at least 8 years! And of course for me is so difficult because I have never had relationships like boss-worker or manager- employee and bearing such a this condition to get used to it is so hard and difficult but what I can do! I must take it easy and try to get to sued to it as soon as possible. Today my calculation got 130000000 Rials less and it was the boss`s fault not mine, but the vice president blamed me and said that I am responsible for my own calculations and no one else is faulty! They do the wrong but I must undo!
Mr. Ojaghlou, my dear friend and professor of university, called me a day before yesterday and congratulate me on my new job and then said “there is a suitable case for you to get married! She is nice and open-minded girl from a rich family and as I know you and your moods and morality, I think that you can get along well, if you want I can ask her to come and speak together… who knows… maybe you can settle an agreement and make a good couple!” I have said nothing! You know… I love Lisa and I will wait for her until I can propose her… who knows… perhaps she loves me too and accepts my proposal! I love her and as much as needed I will wait… you know… she has not answered the letter yet… maybe she listens to my suggestion not to reply… may be… so I am going to reject his idea… what do you think?!!!!
Thu 1 May 2008
A week has passed of my beginig job and I have been learned a lot of things… I have been a person who have not treted with money and counting in this so serious and hard way nor have I liked it, now work as a bank employer and treat all the time with money and money and money and calculating a lot of digits and numbers! My diploma was mathematics and physics and my total average of marks was 17.87! but almost after that I had been a teacher of language and translator rarely did I encounter with digits until now, that too intensively I am working with digits and most the time I get extra of my receives! I do not know why but maybe because I am beginner and the equipments are worn, I get extra amounts in my calculations, (but all of that amount, I put in my drawer and report to Mr. Khame, my colleague and workmate who is very nice man, a 31-year-old man who is married having a 2-year-old son and very smart and friendly but too serious and honest! I like him. He has taught me a lot of things and has helped me so much.
By the way, yesterday morning I took some flowers and a glass flower pot to the bank to put the flowers on the table of Mr. Ali Mohammadi. I said him a day before that I like flowers and I cultivate them and he liked and so I promised him to bring some. When he and my new boss, Mr. Ghasemi saw the flowers, they got too surprised and happy and he told “with this mood and spirit, you are working in bank?!!! In bank you just can bring up some Kaktuseous, not red roses!” they all laughed but Ghasemi told “No! a bank employee must be neat and happy and full of energy… why not????!!! He can be a nice boy!” and today I brought them some books of mine, which Mr. Ali Mohammadi asked to see because he heard that I am a writer. All of them get surprised again and liked it! All thanked me and they said that you may change us all and make us read books and study! Ghasmi told “ so we must keep him here!”
Mon 28 Apr 2008
Returning to old habit!
It has been a relatively long time I have not writtrn here… I have not felt well to write, but I changed my mind and now I am going to write… you see some news first… first I have finally been accepted in the bank and now I am working there in Darvaze Ark branch of Sepah Bank… all my new workmates are surprised to see me there as their coworker! It is a monantanous work but at the beginning seems exciting! But all know that I do love doing research and teaching and translating… but the life urges… and of course the love of her and the desire of making the future and love for her and myself… an other news… I did operation on my eyes and now I do not use glasses any more! And now my beautiful eyes are ok and shining! And… and… aha… I made a beautiful samll garden for Apadana for the students get happy and refresh whenever see the pretty flowers and colorful roses! It was too defficult but it worthed that! And … and… aha… I wrote whatever was in my mind for Lisa and asked here then to give a chance to my proposal and then reply me! She has not replied my mail yet… of course I myself asked her not replying it any more! But I really have missed her and just God knows how much I love her! May be I occasionally write here… because I am too busy… I study… I work and I teach and at the same time I am writing my new books! And moreover, I am trying hard to make our future to reach my love as soon as possible, if she accepts my frankly proposal! Thank you my dear friend… the preplexed girl… ok I will try to write here again…
