Tue 13 May 2008
Do you remember a girl who was my student, once, and then turned to be my friend, and she has got herself into bad trouble, having sex with her boy friend, who had not loved her any more!? Remember?!! It was long time that I have not heard of her until today she called me and after greetings, she get cried so hard that I said “what`s the matter?” she told “I need your help, my teacher! You don`t know what has happened to me?!! I just want some money and I have to leave here, every where not here!” I said “ok, don`t worry! I will help you! Just let`s see each other and then tell me what happened and then we will consider the issue!” she continued “my dear teacher… help me go abroad… but not now… may be after two months!” I said “but to go abroad… you need to have your TOEFL score, … you have to study!” she said “ok, I will… just help me… but please do not pretend that for easing my mind promising so!” I said “NO! be sure… you can count on me… whatever I can do, I will do for you… just come to see what happened!”
She came Apadana, and when she saw me… she mourned! She was so pity and so sad that you could feel she got too old, too sick, too … she was crying… she was sobbing… I barely could calm her down… then she began her story that her boy friend does not like her any more and wants to abandon her! She was feeling so nervous and worried that rarely could she control her feelings! She continued “he encouraged me to do surgery on my vagina to sew the BEKART membrane to make her a girl again! I got surprised! And I got so surprised when I heard that she did the operation! And it was not working and then it has got inflamed and now she has to do another operation! I blamed her why she did not tell me any thing, … she had not needed to do any thing…. Just as I told her to let the time pass and pretend nothing had happened! But she did not listen to me! By the way… again she got so emotional that asked me to help her to leave the country! I said “no matter, but it must be on a fixed program! You must think before hand and with a good program do that! Not just running away of your problems… “She said “ok… whatever you tell…” I said “you can go abroad for continuing your educations… you can go Malaysia, or India, but you need English and it takes almost a year to have the acceptable proficiency.” She said “no matter, I made my mind… help me…” and I said “good we can have a private class and you must listen to me carefully and do whatever I tell you!” she promised.
You know why I encouraged her to do that?!!! It takes time and we need time! The time and passing time calms her down and gradually she gets better and then she can make her mind for her future… what do you think?!!! Have I made a good decision? Or should I reject her like others?!!! I do not know when Lisa hears this news… what will be her reaction?!!! I hope she can understand!
At the end when again, she started crying, I gave her a bucket of red, pink and white sweet smelly roses that I have cultivated in my beautiful small garden,… she got so surprised and happy and I could finally see the lights of hope and happiness in her black eyes… but again she began crying, but this time it was a happy one not depressed and disappointing!
As I promised the only God, I will do my best to help my friends first and then any body who really needs my actions! Go away… ZOROOOOOOOO is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
