Sun 18 May 2008
As I have always tolled, every person has influence our minds and moods but this maybe positive or negative. Unfortunately those who affect negatively are much more than those who have positive effects! Some times very little act of some body gives you so much energy that you positively feel better and like to keep on the job, the work, the relationship, while for those who have negative energy, this is opposite! They make it worse and you get so depressed that you do not like to continue the job any more! Yesterday, a girl, then a boy came to me, both brought a bill of 10000 Rials to get it back to me because the counting of mine of the bands of the bills were extra. You know, the amount of money is not important, but this little act showed me that still there are some people who are honest and frank and who know the only God! This made me feel better and consider the job not as worse as I have thought before!
My new class, in which my cousin and my unkind aunt are studying, too, is so so! They are not in the level of proficiency as I expected, especially two of them and especially one of them who has had got some negative feelings about language and learning it and her abilities, mostly due to the unsuitable acts and reacts of the previous teachers, and I feel urgent that I have to reform her concepts against her ideas about herself and the language! The teacher is the responsible for the feelings of his students and their ideas which mostly again, a few teachers deal with, even those who are professional and experienced, even Mr. Moghanlou, even Mr. Khani and others! I wonder how they can ignore this simple principle of teaching!!!! I remember that once Lisa was criticizing Mr. Moghanlou`s method of teaching and mostly his behaviors in the class that really made me surprised! Mrs. Rezayee also reminded me the story, too, recently and quoted Lisa`s remarks about the classes she had had with me and with Mr. Moghanlou, and now I can definitely understand that why she das not continued her English in the excuse of being busy and having lessons and has to study in the university. Mr. Moghanlou is responsible for this interrupted feelings and emotions! I never have succeeded to get her back to study English, maybe just because we have not had any contact and communication with together! But now I am not her teacher any more… so I can not do any thing for her... she has to make her mind herself! The same story has happened to Sabrina, another nice student from Lengeh, and she has to make her mind too!
